I haven't dropped off the face of the earth. :) I am just so covered up with life that it isn't funny. I mean COVERED UP. In fact, I haven't even been blog reading at all until doing some catching up tonight. I have the weight of the world on my shoulders at the moment. I'm pretty burned out. When I am having a hard time doing even the simple things, then unfortunately adoption stuff has to take the back burner. It is the most emotionally taxing thing in my life. So it is on hold for a little bit. Well, as on hold as it can possibly be. Anyone else out there living it knows that you can't escape from it nomatter how hard you try. So I'm still thinking about adoption daily and processing some thoughts, but I'm self-preserving at the moment. I have a lot of people counting on me daily. I can't afford to fall apart - at least, not on the outside. And the inside does better when I take an adoption break and live in denial for a while. Not pretty and probably not healthy either, but honest.
Hope you'll stick with me and ride it out.
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(((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteHang in there, good wishes.....
ReplyDelete((((((Jenni)))))... prayers.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you! Take all the time that you need away from here. You have bigger things to handle. :)
ReplyDeleteI was just wondering about you this weekend, realized it's been a while since I read a post from you! Living in denial may not be pretty or healthy, but it sure is necessary. I did not come out of denial until reunion last year. I am so thankful that I did live in denial ~ I seriously don't think I could have survived life without my son if not in denial. This last year has been very hard ~ 30 years after giving him up.
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I know you're super busy, but I can't wait until your back to blogging---and I'm really excited about featuring you on my blog. :) xoxoxoxo
ReplyDeleteYou OK? I know you're really busy right now. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI just love the comment you left on my blog. I knew your words were coming from personal experience. I dont know if I have been over to your blog before but you seem familiar. I think Ill visit more often. Thank you for your sweet words of encouragment. I often try to be tough about the whole situation because it hurts to much to let it all out. Ill get the hang of it though. Thank you!!!
ReplyDeleteMiss your thoughtful posts. Hope all is well for you!
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