I haven't dropped off the face of the earth. :) I am just so covered up with life that it isn't funny. I mean COVERED UP. In fact, I haven't even been blog reading at all until doing some catching up tonight. I have the weight of the world on my shoulders at the moment. I'm pretty burned out. When I am having a hard time doing even the simple things, then unfortunately adoption stuff has to take the back burner. It is the most emotionally taxing thing in my life. So it is on hold for a little bit. Well, as on hold as it can possibly be. Anyone else out there living it knows that you can't escape from it nomatter how hard you try. So I'm still thinking about adoption daily and processing some thoughts, but I'm self-preserving at the moment. I have a lot of people counting on me daily. I can't afford to fall apart - at least, not on the outside. And the inside does better when I take an adoption break and live in denial for a while. Not pretty and probably not healthy either, but honest.
Hope you'll stick with me and ride it out.
Monday, May 3, 2010
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